I was in pain – K.B

I was in pain

I was in pain
I had to scream
I had to squeal
I had to roar
I had to break
I had to hit doors
And wake up
I had to slam
My fist
On the tables
I had to insult
I had to boast
I had to howl
I had to holler
I had to be hollow
Eyes for a day
I had to let it out
I had to keep looking
For love

The day is over
And I’m appeased

Jesus didn’t
Come on
Some cloud
To make everything

I had to hit the keys
On my piano
So that life
Comes back
In a triumph
Of love

I had to break
Myself into pieces
And dive deep
Into misery
Without losing
The thread

I have to,
I had to keep
Going on

Even if it wasn’t
On winged chariot
Eating peanuts
And reading
About crazy prophecies

That’s what makes me

For my own sake.



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